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I think I'm going to start writing in my journal, too. I was able to get a super pretty layout for it and I thought hey- why not use it? Anyways, if you're reading this and have to clue who I am, then you must not be from redbraclet or 43things- and if you have no idea what I'm talking about there; forget it. I'm Natasha. I'm fourteen. Woo. And I'm a proud Canadian- well, Russian-Canadian technically because I was born in Moscow but I sadly have no idea how to even speak Russian. I should learn it because me parents can speak it... and the majority of my family. Anyways, you can call me Natasha or Tashy, Tasha, Tash, Trash Monkey(don't ask), or that guy(again, don't ask). Haha, my best guy friend always calls me "That Guy" even though I'm a girl. =P Good times.
Uhm.. a random fact about me is that I've read a trilogy in a day? Each book was about 400-600 pages, too. Funn! Yeah, I need to get a life.
My eating disorder:
So, about my eating disorder.. Well, I don't currently have one. I "recovered" from my initial one- if anyone can ever recover anyways. I first got one around the age of nine. Well, you can't really just get one but that's when it all started and then a year or so after that I was diagnosed with it by some dumbass doctor.. Yeah, it sucks and is kind of sad that I had one so young. So instead of putting me into treatment like normal parents would, my parents took matters into their own hands (i.e. feeding me all this crap and making me balloon to what I weigh now) I had always hated by body, but now the way I hate it is ridiculous. I found an old journal that I had from when I was like, twelve and it's sad that I was only in grade seven and I had pictures of like, skinny models and stuff. And my entries went from superhappy to superdepressed. And that is depressing. =[
I wonder if you can get an eating disorder genetically. Because my mother had one, and my Dad doesn't really eat normally and I think a lot of other members of my family are always dieting and then I had anorexia, I still kind of do, and my brother has bulimia and my sister had some form of anorexia athletica or something. So I'm thinking maybe so. Wow. That sucks. Nikolai, Ksenia, and I all have to suffer because our parents can't eat properly. =[
That's all from me for now!
♥Natasha
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